Got the Beta HCG result - it said zero! My husband could not accept the result and he kept mumbling about it. Maybe the test was done too soon... I'm keeping the hopes up but still I want to see my options. Our RE prescribed duphaston once a day for 3 days. If I got my period then I'll take the femara 2x daily for 10 days on the 2nd day.
If not then we'll wait for the 18th to see if I'm really preggo (hopefully). I feel bad not because of the result. I feel bad for my husband. It's his birthday on the 22nd and I want him to be happy. And this is all he's asking for.
My husband is neither materialistic nor selfish so as perfect. He has his not so good moments but so do I. I'm not saying all the good things because he is my husband. But because he is literally a big person with a big heart. He maybe s child at times. But he has never left me when times are rough.
He makes sure that we have a good life.
He listens to me at all times - my not so funny jokes, my out of tune singing, my complains! my non sense stories, etc. etc.
He makes sure our life's complete even if we know we are still missing something.
I know the result broke his heart. I told him to keep on hoping and if we fail this cycle we still have another one. We'll just have to keep on trying. I told him not to dwell long on the situation we just have to keep on moving and stay positive.
I guess he took my words by heart. I maybe frigid and tough at times. But, deep inside there are no words to express the love and gratefulness I have for him. He is the best thing that has ever happened in my life. And the feelings are still the same from the first time we've met.
Iloveyoudadaforever...
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