Rematch lost

I'm starting to think that this fertility work up is beginning to be just like PACMAN and MARQUEZ boxing matches.  It keeps going on and on. Both wants to be the winner.  I can see myself as Marquez wanting to win the battle and Infertility as Pacquiao always the winner.

The only difference with us is that once Pacquiao had lost and draw matches.  I neither have any.  I've never felt how it was to be pregnant.  Or just see 2 pink lines on that rectangular box.

When will I get over my battle with infertility.  There was so much expectation that I'm going to conceive this November since I got 2 DF present.  But,  I guess some things are not meant to be.  How I wish I know the reason for it. 

Let me give you a recap of what has happened on my previous cycle:

Oct. 8 - AF Day 1
Oct. 9-19 - Femara (2x a day)
Oct. 20 - Ovidrel shot (12 MN)
Oct. 22 - IUI#2 (collection - 11am; procedure - 1:30pm)
Oct. 22-Nov 8 - Duphaston (2x a day)
Oct. 27 - ff up and Pregnyl shot

Nov. 1 - AF Day 1
Nov. 10-Nov. 15 Puregon (75 iu)

Just an overview on the current cost of my work up.  I tabulated what we have spent for the last 2 cycles.  Hope this would help fellow sis out there who are trying to get pregnant.

To fellow sisses that are TTC out there... 

Have faith that missing single pink line would be appearing for us...

I hope not to soon...

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